168.4

so I guess you can say I did okay this past week. I lost another 2 lbs. I wish it had been more and I know that's a ridiculous way to look at it so I'll try not to. Today is one of those days where I just want to binge eat. I can't figure out why. I have a slight headache, I'm dreading the gym, I feel just sort of numb. So there isn't really emotion involved...atleast i don't think so. But now that I think about it...I am stressing money today...Maybe that has something to do with it? I'm feeling a little lonely inside but for no real reason. If I had to guess I'd say I am feeling a void here or I'm self medicating my loneliness. Who can really say?